Ya times are tough but learning and growing in the hard times. I remember Grandmother saying. ""God never gives you more than you can handle"" Oh sure we will have suffering and hard times. But it is a test and things are supposed to happen in life.
Life is what happens when we are making plans for something else.
Looks like I am not going to be able to pay rent this month. I got laid off . Well I was looking for jobs and temporary agencies and not much luck. I am saying I will do just about anywork. Work is work and I take pride in it all .
Things are at a real low now. I haven't paid some bills electrical. Well only paying what I can and thats like 20 dollars.
I think it is crazy when people having hard times and not sacrificing. Its crazy people having to have cable or satelite tv or have to have smokes.. I don't have tv or cable. I don't smoke. I don't even bother watching tv anymore. Just keep busy doing things. I have even come down to donating plasma for 50 bucks a week. Well thats tiring when you barely get enough to eat and maintan your health level.
I was working fixing computers and also other job working for a delivery company contracted then I got laid off. I have sold about all the things I have. On Craiglist or Ebay. Even put ad on Craigslist for labor work mow lawns ,handyman, computer repair.
I need just enough money to move on. I was offered a job if I went thru training to drive tractor trailer truck. I need just enough money for getting my glasses so I can pass CDL physical and just enough money for the first month on the road. I have not paid this months rent and I am expecting a eviction notice soon. So I have that to worry about. I'm stuck and cant move forward. I am forever looking everyday for work and tempory work. Fixing up and selling what ever I have on Craigslist just to eat. No family around or way to get a loan. I have even thought of the worst getting a title loan. But my car is a Dodge Neon 2002 100,000 mile and I don't think I would get much. And I am not even sure if I could make a payment if it takes to long. So I might just be stepping into a big hole if I decide to do that. All I need is a little help to start my other job. Well at least I won't have to worry about household bills with that job. Well I have to pay back bills. But at least I think I would be stepping forward. I have to do something.
Any help appreciated.
